最近的生活還算規律，但因為中榮的整個美食廣場加上 7-11 全因為合約到期，得關閉數個月來整修，早餐要吃什麼成了一個大問題，我也只好提前買些麵包點心擺在冰箱裡，拿出來微波微波就吃了。

其中一項點心就是某公司的巧克力 Q 派，裡面軟軟ＱＱ的，又是甜食，當然是我的最愛之一。但某一天的早上，一打開包裝居然看到一團白色的絲狀物，本來以為會不會是特殊的塗料，後來越想越不對，看起來跟馬祖酒廠窖藏高粱酒甕上的黴菌看起來沒兩樣嘛！一想覺得噁心，就不吃了。（更噁的是想到我已經吃了半包，不知道吃了多少 hyphae 下肚了… @_@）

▲八八坑道裡窖藏酒甕上布滿了黴菌的菌絲…

唉唉～連吃個早餐都這麼辛苦，實在是太扯了…

三個月前的腳傷一直沒有復原的趨勢，當時掛了本院的骨科，該醫師聽完 history 後，既沒摸、也沒照 X 光，說：「這看起來沒什麼問題，繼續觀察就好，或是哪天你上下樓梯忽然倒下站不起來時再回來找我。」便把我退掛了，我也半信半疑，每日自己熱敷按摩，慢慢的，好像有那麼點改善，改善到我都敢去大坑挑戰了，只是結果還是不行。

傷後逼近三個月，也到了原先設定好觀察期的期限，不知是不是因為最近天氣冷，隱隱作痛的感覺似乎加劇了，即使我每天都用 Teiria 軟膏把膝蓋擦得熱熱辣辣的，依然抵擋不了三不五時被它所分心，尤其是在上刀的時候，尤其是好像決定了以後要走外科的時候，尤其是外科學長以一種更嚴格的標準對待我的時候。

趁著沒刀無大事的下午，我改掛了復健科，這回故意穿著白袍去，在裡頭還遇到兩位跟診的同學，互打招呼聊天後讓醫師確定我的 intern 身份，他的確仔細的幫我做了 PE，一樣沒有任何 positive finding，只說我的站姿不佳，容易讓膝蓋受傷，而且連股四頭肌都 atrophy 了。（我自己沒啥感覺，好像以前就這樣，況且atrophy 的股四頭肌還爬得上百岳，以前還是田徑隊，那也頗神奇？！）總之說得我一愣一愣，只是我膝蓋不舒服的困擾還是沒解除啊！而在似乎不太需要復健的情況下，我又被退掛了。

或許關節裡面真有些無法界定的小傷，不致構成日常生活的大困擾，但小病不要命，病起來還是要人命，更何況我這個狀況真的能夠當兵跑三千嗎？我也很想再去爬山啊啊啊～

有時候會遇到一些所謂「囉唆」「龜毛」「要求多」的病人，我想我應該不算是，聽聽意見，點點頭就是，而很多時候我們會把他們歸類為不懂、不講理，但或許他們就是因為太相信醫生能夠解決他們的困擾，才會這麼不懂、不講理的吧！當然，醫學有其界線，任何找不出原因的 symptom 可能也都會有最終解答，如何說服病人接受它，與之共存，可能才是面對這類不懂、不講理的病人最重要的事吧！

因為媽媽想看數位電視，而這跟三年前買電腦送的 USB 數位電視棒也幾乎沒在用，所以便帶回家來安裝。Upmost (登昌恆) 的網站上，這支過時的產品早就不在架上，下載驅動程式花了我一番功夫，不過下載完準備安裝時，居然出現要我輸入軟體序號的欄位，不是產品背後標籤貼的硬體序號喔！

哎呀～這就糟糕了，本來有料到可能會抓不到軟體，想找出原本的產品外盒，但一時找不到，沒想到還有第二招，網路上查了半天，也沒人流出來，也有人碰到類似的問題，重灌軟體沒序號可用。從軟體、registry 中也看不出個所以然，也不知道怎麼破解，真的是沒轍了。

真搞不懂該公司在想什麼，它的軟體沒搭配硬體應該也不能用，管制的這麼嚴格做啥？光碟自己沒收好是自己的疏失沒錯，但如果真的遇上重灌又沒光碟的情形，不就造成消費者極大的困擾？

好好一個大過年的，想必所有的客服也都暫停吧！只好等開工了再來處理了，真麻煩～

摔裂的鏡頭，上面還有被我摸髒的指紋 XD

卸下鏡頭看到鏡片內側

五角形的快門

雖然最後還有得修，價錢比起買台新的稍微划算，但這讓我原本就存不了什麼錢的荷包又失一次血，唉～下次不能讓相機再離開自己了。

How hateful the thief was!

Since the summer vacation, I've heard several people’s food was stolen. My pears were. This didn't happen since I moved here. Today, I reviewed the conote of physiology. It says there is a kind of conditioning called food aversion conditioning, which is strong and the effect can last for a long time. It gave me the idea to punish the thief.

I bought a bottle of milk and some laxatives (Sennoside, センノサイド). Before I put the milk into the refrigerator, I drank two third of it to elevate the concentration of drug. (The other reason is I don't want to waste it. :p) But the pills seemed not to dissolve very well. Hope the thief wouldn't find the residues. ^^a

Ok, let's wait and see what will happen…

We edited many co-notes and when they were printed, they would be piled up outside one of my classmates' room. After we took ours, we had to register on a checking list. The reason of setting this rule is to prevent some unexplainable loss of them.

Today I found MANY of the co-notes got loss again. It seemed that some people took theirs repeatedly. Why did these damn things happen again and again?! Does it mean that the printing store cheat us? I don't think so. Because some people didn't obey the rule. I often saw that there were only a few left in the box while more than half spaces of the checking list were blank. And then, another roommate took them repeatedly without knowing about that.

This is the last few times we have to pick up our co-notes. But I still feel very angry about the bad behavior. Why are they so lazy to obey the rules? Why don't they think about the others more? We are medical students. Our future works are caring the patients. Why can't we control ourselves and do just a little favor to others, especially when the others are our classmates?

I feel so depressed to know this fact.

I don’t want to be chased by the handouts. Because I am one of the Academic Affair Chiefs, I have to prepare the handouts for all. But we have four hours of Gynecology & Obstetrics per week, and sometimes there are totally four different teachers for these hours. Therefore, I have to ask the teachers for the handouts, trying to resolve the problems while sending email, and then print them. This is the routine work. Although I don’t have to edit conotes, I don’t want to be chased by these handouts, either. XD

Hmm… The picture was not taken very well. Maybe you cannot find what's the difference. (Not the hole on the surface… ^^a)

Today I took out the guava from the refrigerator and found they were frosbitten. There was even frost in the plastic bag. The temperature is too low, isn't it?! Fortunately, it tasted not very disgusting, just a little different from before. XD. I must eat the rest of them as quickly as I can.

2006.03.11 UPDATED

Let’s see what’s happened in the guavas. It begins to have liquifacation necrosis from the superficial layer. The margin is not well defined. It seems the lesion does not extend into the core, but we still have to confirm this with frozen section. Before the pathological report, we can not rule out the posibility of malignance. XD

Today, I eventually received the book I ordered in the Spring Festival. Why was it delayed so long? (about ONE MONTH!!!) Let me tell you.

I noticed this book on the newspaper and decided to order it online, so I tried the service of Findbook.tw and found the price which Soidea supplies was the lowest, and the most important is, I don't need to pay the postage if I choose convenient-store-transportation. It's important for me, because if I order books from Eslite and want to save the postage, the bill needs to exceed 1,000 NTD. Therefore, I ordered it and wanted Soidea to send it to the FamilyMart in my school.

After I went back to school and several days passed, the status of the order was still ON TRANSPORTATION. And one day, it changed to CANCELLED. I didn't know what's happened and after a while, I received an email telling me that the order had been cancelled and they'll refund me the money. I thought maybe I forgot to take the good and the notification email was marked as spam. So, I ordered it again and decided to check the order everyday.

The status still was ON TRANSPORTATION several days later, and one day, it changed to CANCELLED again. I didn't receive any notification email or message as before. I got angry, because I didn't do anything wrong. I called the service and argued with them. It said maybe there’s something wrong between the transportation company and the FamilyMart in my school. I didn't think it is a good excuse, but I had no choice. Originally I'd like to buy it from another bookstore, but I found no one cheaper than Soidea. I ordered it for the third time, but this time, I changed the good-taking point to another convenient store.

Finally I received the notification message and took the book today. Although it seems that I have no time to read it now, I still feel happy for spending less money to buy it. However, is the time I totally spent worth nothing?

I decided to listen to a concert and ordered the tickets on the internet. There are many methods to get the tickets, including going to the wicket directly, sent by mail (but I have to pay the postage.), and the most convenient, getting from Hi-Life.

I went to the Hi-Life in VGHTPE at first, but unfortunately, the ticket machine seemed broken. (using M$'s sucking system…) So I went to another near the Holiday in Shipai.

The machine is user-friendly. I just pressed several keys and then got the tickets from the counter. The worst thing I thought was I had to enter my credit card's numbers. But I didn't feel satisfied with the quality of the tickets. The paper they use is some kind like the one a fax uses. The printing ink seems not having quality, hence the tickets seem unworthy of collecting.

Although it’s very convenient to get tickets from Hi-Life, I don't think I'll use the service in the future, because the quality of the ticket is more important, isn't it?